Red Marbles

Unconditional LoveI was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily appraising a basket of freshly picked green peas.

I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes.

Pondering the peas, I couldn’t help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me.

‘Hello Barry, how are you today?’

‘H’lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus’ admirin’ them peas. They sure look good.’

‘They are good, Barry. How’s your Ma?’

‘Fine. Gittin’ stronger alla’ time.’

‘Good. Anything I can help you with?’

‘No, Sir. Jus’ admirin’ them peas.’

‘Would you like to take some home?’ asked Mr. Miller.

‘No, Sir. Got nuthin’ to pay for ‘em with.’

‘Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?’

‘All I got’s my prize marble here.’

‘Is that right? Let me see it’ said Miller..

‘Here ’tis. She’s a dandy.’

‘I can see that. Hmmmmm, only thing is this one is blue and I sort of go for red. Do you have a red one like this at home?’ the store owner asked.

‘Not zackley but almost..’

‘Tell you what. Take this sack of peas home with you and next trip this way let me look at that red marble’. Mr. Miller told the boy.

‘Sure will. Thanks Mr. Miller.’

Mrs. Miller, who had been standing nearby, came over to help me. With a smile she said, ‘There are two other boys like him in our community, all three are in very poor circumstances. Jim just loves to bargain with them for peas, apples, tomatoes, or whatever. When they come back with their red marbles, and they always do, he decides he doesn’t like red after all and he sends them home with a bag of produce for a green marble or an orange one, when they come on their next trip to the store.’

I left the store smiling to myself, impressed with this man. A short time later I moved to Colorado , but I never forgot the story of this man, the boys, and their bartering for marbles.

Several years went by, each more rapid than the previous one. Just recently I had occasion to visit some old friends in that Idaho community and while I was there learned that Mr. Miller had died.

They were having his visitation that evening and knowing my friends wanted to go, I agreed to accompany them. Upon arrival at the mortuary we fell into line to meet the relatives of the deceased and to offer whatever words of comfort we could.

Ahead of us in line were three young men. One was in an army uniform and the other two wore nice haircuts, dark suits and white shirts…all very professional looking. They approached Mrs. Miller, standing composed and smiling by her husband’s casket. Each of the young men hugged her, kissed her on the cheek, spoke briefly with her, and moved on to the casket.

Her misty light blue eyes followed them as, one by one; each young man stopped briefly and placed his own warm hand over the cold pale hand in the casket. Each left the mortuary awkwardly, wiping his eyes.

Our turn came to meet Mrs. Miller. I told her who I was and reminded her of the story from those many years ago and what she had told me about her husband’s bartering for marbles. With her eyes glistening, she took my hand and led me to the casket.

‘Those three young men who just left were the boys I told you about. They just told me how they appreciated the things Jim ‘traded’ them. Now, at last, when Jim could not change his mind about color or size…..they came to pay their debt.’

‘We’ve never had a great deal of the wealth of this world,’ she confided, ‘but right now, Jim would consider himself the richest man in Idaho.’

With loving gentleness she lifted the lifeless fingers of her deceased husband. Resting underneath were three exquisitely shined red marbles.


The Moral: We will not be remembered by our words, but by our kind deeds. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath…

Today I wish you a day of ordinary miracles ~ A fresh pot of coffee you didn’t make yourself…An unexpected phone call from an old friend…Green stoplights on your way to work…The fastest line at the grocery store…A good sing-along song on the radio…Your keys found right where you left them.

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Have A Little Faith – Story of 2 Legged Dog

This dog was born on Christmas Eve in the year 2002. He was born with 2 legs – He of course could not walk when he was born. Even his mother did not want him.


His first owner also did not think that he could survive and he was thinking of ‘putting him to sleep’. But then, his present owner, Jude Stringfellow, met him and wanted to take care of him. She became determined to teach and train this little dog to walk by himself.. She named him ‘Faith’.


In the beginning, she put Faith on a surfboard to let him feel the movement. Later she used peanut butter on a spoon as a lure and reward for him for standing up and jumping around. Even the other dog at home encouraged him to walk. Amazingly, only after 6 months, like a miracle, Faith learned to balance on his hind legs and to jump to move forward. After further training in the snow, he could now walk like a human being.


Faith loves to walk around now. No matter where he goes, he attracts people to him. He is fast becoming famous on the international scene and has appeared on various newspapers and TV shows. There is now a book entitled ‘With a Little Faith’ being published about him. He was even considered to appear in one of Harry Potter movies.


His present owner Jude Stringfellew has given up her teaching post and plans to take him around the world to preach that even without a perfect body, one can have a perfect soul’.


In life there are always undesirable things, so in order to feel better you just need to look at life from another direction. I hope this message will bring fresh new ways of thinking to everyone and that everyone will appreciate and be thankful for each beautiful day. Faith is the continual demonstration of the strength and wonder of life.


A small request: All you are asked to do is keep this story circulating.

 

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Building A New Generation

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A New Year – A New Daily Habit

This year Clark and I have changed the way we construct our daily routine.Tehran Sunset

1) We wake up earlier One of my New Years resolutions is that by the end of the year I am comfortably waking up by 6am. I used to wake up at 5:30 every morning all through High School and College, so I know this is possible for me. It’s not that it takes me SO long to get ready for the day, it was and is because I LOVE to read and I used to get to school early and read my books before school started. I LOVE early in the morning! Not going to school early in the morning anymore, habits changed, so now I have to gradually work myself to wake up that early again. It’s possible. We’ve been doing good so far, wake up between 7:30 – 8am is a pretty good start! :)

2) Work from 9 – 5Clark and I have been missing family since Christmas, and have had to take some time here and there during the day to distract ourselves from our loneliness by doing something fun (like playing Wii). Never fear though, these past two weeks I’ve worked 80+ hours – so we’re all good. I’m pretty amazed at how the hours add up, knowing I was able to take the time here and there to play Wii with Clark! Ha! ;) I love my evenings, they are so important to me, just like my early morning hours. So, it’s hard for me to stop during the day to do other things un-work related. But, missing family really bad – sometimes you need a break. Hopefully that will get less and less to where we can focus and make 9-5 entirely all about work and have nothing but FUN after 5! :D

3) WorkoutMy other New Years Resolution is to weigh less than I did in 2009 by the end of 2010. So far I have achieved that goal, but I hope to go above and beyond this goal. I am truly blessed and so thankful that I have achieved what I feel a more important goal of speaking only loving words towards myself when for – pretty much my whole life prior, had a negative language that I would speak to myself. A distorted way of looking at my shape, which built up so much stress, that no wonder I couldn’t lose the weight easily and my body pretty much broke down. This time around is so much more different for me. I am satisfied just the way that I am and that is a tremendous change for me! Now I am truly able to look at changing my body in this order of purpose: A) To be more healthy B) To feel good about myself and build more confidence C) To look sexy for Clark ;)

For awhile there it was in the reverse order, and I believe working towards something with the wrong intent will never give you lasting results. This time for me, achieving my healthy weight will be a permanent and lasting result – and I am SO excited for that! I am also SO THANKFUL that my Cooper family is working on this with me. We’ve built a support system where everyone checks in through the week with motivating words of encouragement, helpful tips and funny confessions. We’re all in this together, and that’s another reason I feel this year is the year for a permanent, and real healthy change.

Clark and I have done AWESOME in being more active. So far this year 2010 we have worked out at least 4 days a week. Clark has used the FIRM with me some of the days, but has mostly used the Wii. I have been using the FIRM 3 days (M, W, F) and Yoga for Weightloss (Tu, Thu, Sat). For me, I feel I need to learn how to breathe better and loosen up my body because I feel so stiff all the time. There will be moments where all of a sudden I take a huge breath as if I was holding it for a long time and I surprise myself as I did not intend to! What the?! So, I believe alternating with Yoga will help my body allow itself to be comfortable and release all the extra poundage my body has been holding onto for awhile. :)

4) Play For play during the week we usually either go to Borders Bookstore, or we watch one of our favorite shows on TV or Movie on Netflix. On Saturdays, as I mentioned in my last post, we have began a tradition of visiting a favorite Beach Spot to enjoy our home here in Cali. We are so fortunate to have the Beach near us and breathe in the Ocean Air, which I LOVE! I am so lucky to not have to be surrounded by sloshy snow this time of year, but rather OCEAN WAVES!!! Yipeee!!!

Awww, can you feel it?! This year is SO bright! So exhilarating like I was just reborn for the first time! I am SO EXCITED about life! ♥

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A Saturday Renewal

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Clark and I have began a tradtion. Every Saturday we renew our spirits and motivation for the upcoming work week, while also renewing our love for one another. All by going to our secret honeymoon beach! Absolutely Beautiful. It combines our favorite places like Venice Strip, Santa Monica, Sunset Cliffs (in San Diego). The atmosphere is so friendly. We first went to a pizza joint and got a slice w/ a salad. Then went and got a single scoop ice cream cone and ate it while walking on the pier. SO romantic! Clark and I both agreed that we had just as much fun today as we did on our honeymoon :)

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Long Overdue Update: Topic – Forgiveness Leads to Miracles

The majority of what has been going on since we arrived back home from our Holiday trip has been A LOT of work! Everyone who knows me – knows I LOVE to blog, and to see me not blog, means I truly am VERY busy!

I would first like to list my New Years Resolutions, and then afterwards explain why I feel this year is different than any other year that I have lived. I feel this year to truly be a year of change and miracles…

  1. By the end of the year, successfully develop a sleeping habit of going to bed no later than 11pm and waking up at 6am
  2. Be diligent and strict on my Vegetarian/Pescatarian Diet. Limit only eating meat when eating over at someones house (basically whenever I do have control over the meal – or if its buffet and I have a choice – no meat (only fish) – no dairy.
  3. Weigh less than I do now by the end of the year

I feel this year is differnt from all other years, because I had an incredible experience right as the new year started (Jan 1). For reasons I feel are too sacred to share publicly, the result being the point, is that I am free of my fears – for real. My anxiety is gone, my spontaneous and adventurous me is back and better than ever! As with any gospel principle, the work never stops – I will always need to maintain my closeness to the spirit by nourishing it as well as my physical self so I can remain strong and confident.

What I learned from the miracle that the experience was is that anything is possible with enough faith and trust in the Lord, as well as in yourself. I learned that one of the keys is to be in the service of others, think of what’s in it for them rather than what’s in it for you and anything you might be worried about, God will take care of. He will bless us and take care of us if we are doing His work. I have learned to see every experience (even the neg. ones) as an opportunity to grow stronger and love more. Learn to love others, as well as myself.

I am so happy. So blessed in my life, with a wonderful husband, family and friends. I have an amazing job, life is perfect. I feel this year is so different than any other year that I have lived, because I feel closer to the Lord, Heaven than ever. I feel 100% confident, happy, and safe and its an incredible feeling.

Knowing that I feel this way, also brings reality into view that I am a delicious target for Satan, and I will need to work very hard to protect my state of mind. Like a mother protects her young, I will never give up. :)

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